Jordan has to hurt Billy in order to heal him.

For Jordan Hudson to keep one promise to his boyfriend, adult film star Billy Turner, he has to break another. Jordan has done the seemingly impossible: he has found Shadow. There's one stipulation: Billy can't know anything about it until after it's over, and Jordan can't tell the man he loves where the other survivor of the Country Boyz Murders is.

Lying to everyone, Jordan stays behind to interview the mysterious Shadow while Billy flies out to prepare for Mark and Hunter's wedding, getting more than he bargained for in the process. As Jordan listens to Shadow's story, Jordan confronts his own demons and starts his own journey of self-reflection and self-discovery.

When the story is told and the dust settles, will Jordan's worst fears happen? Will doing what he promised Billy destroy them? It's a risk Jordan has no choice but to take. The story must be told and hopefully give Billy some closure.