I cannot promise this is exactly how it happened, but you can trust this is exactly how it felt.
In The Sad Stays, Ashley Lumpkin weaves poetry and prose, intake form and erasure, screenplay and hymn, to explore the experience of living with mental illness. At turns humorous and heart-rending, this inventive memoir presents a portrait of bipolar disorder beyond its popular misconceptions.
Lumpkin lets us in on her conversations with doctors, therapists and friends, both romantic and platonic. She wrestles with questions of identity, faith and responsibility in the face of a disease she can barely control.
The Sad Stays offers us a new, lyrical lens through which to comprehend a widely stigmatized and misunderstood illness.
They told him his daughter died. But what if she didn't?
Ten years ago, Keaton Young turned his back briefly on his four-year-old daughter, Vivian, during a family picnic at the beach. Minutes later, she was gone, her floaties found in the ocean. Drowned.
But they never found a body. And Keaton has never given up hope that, somehow, she's still alive.
He thought he'd found her numerous times, only to be wrong. But when he sees fourteen-year-old Emily step off a school bus, he knows this time it's really his daughter. Even though he's been convicted of stalking before. Even though his ex-wife and his family think he's crazy.
He's determined to find out. Regardless of the cost.
Obsession never dies.
When librarian Sigrun falls head-over-heels for the sophisticated and very married Edgar Leyward, she never expects to find herself in his bed--or his heart. Nevertheless, when his enigmatic wife Octavia dies from a sudden illness, Sigrun finds herself caught up in a whirlwind romance worthy of the most lurid novels on her bookshelves.
Sigrun soon discovers Octavia wasn't Edgar's first lost love, or even his second. Three women Edgar has loved met early deaths. As she delves into her beloved's past through a trove of discovered letters, the edges of Sigrun identity begin to disappear, fading into the women of the past. Sigrun tells herself it's impossible for any dark magic to be at play--that the dead can't possibly inhabit the bodies of the living--but something shadowy stalks the halls of the Leyward house and the lines between the love of the present and the obsessions of the past become increasingly blurred--and bloody.
Mixing lyrical prose with simmering terror, Hold My Place is a modern gothic horror worthy of Shirley Jackson's nightmares and Daphne DuMaurier's dangerous lovers. Hold My Place is a dark, sensuous tale about obliterating love, and Windwalker's superb prose fairly drips with beauty. You simply must read this haunting book. --Mercedes M. Yardley, Bram Stoker Award-winning author of Little Dead RedSinister undertones steadily build into a genuine sense of doom...as thought-provoking as it is harrowing. --Publishers WeeklyWith ethereal prose [Hold My Place]'s departure from genre tropes will make it a favorite with gothic-horror and dark-romance readers. --BooklistA satisfying blend of romance and ghost story.... Hold My Place is anything but ordinary or predictable, despite its firm roots in the horror world. --Midwest Book Review Brimming with muted eroticism, Hold My Place is a dark romance novel punctuated by longing, lingering spirits and love without end. --Foreword ReviewsHandguns have been used throughout the centuries in many athletic disciplines. This book relates to two pistol types: the revolver and the semi-automatic pistol. Using a pistol can be fun once the user knows how to safely command the firearm. There are many areas where pistols are used. Some owners enjoy hunting, while others develop their skills as sport athletes competing against other firearm users around the world. Different athletic shooting disciplines require different types of pistols. Sporting athletes must know what type of equipment is needed for their respective competition. Doing research and test firing various pistols will give you the opportunity to find a pistol that best suits you. Individuals also keep firearms as a method of protection against unwanted threats.
This book provides information on safe firearm handling, firearm stance, grip, and speaks about the various types of pistols, ammunition, and targets. This book reinforces the importance of safety and gives the reader an understanding on gun handling techniques that will enhance their ability to handle any type of firearm in a safe manner.
Suited for all firearm enthusiasts, this book explains the similarities in the operations of various firearms and shows the different components based on their functionality. There are other types of pistols built for specific shooting disciplines. No matter the discipline, there are always three fundamental practices when it comes to safe firearm handling.
Remember, a firearm is only dangerous when used unsafely.
It's 2025. Sisters, Doris and Thea, exist worlds apart, despite living within a few miles of one another. Doris with her regular home and regular husband and regular job, and Thea slinking along the edges of society, solitary and invisible. When a storm of biblical proportions strikes, the wayward sisters are begrudgingly forced together as the the rain waters rise, each attempting to survive both the flood and each other. One year later, Thea--now calling herself Sestra--floats throughout a ravaged, flood soaked world. Her former life drowned beneath metric tons of water, she and her only companion, Robert, battle starvation, heat stroke, and the monstrous creatures called Posies that appeared alongside the flood. When they run across what they assume to be an abandoned tugboat, their journey takes a new turn, and the truth about the flood and the monsters seems more intricately linked to Thea's past then she may realize.
Haziel loves her archangel, Ramiel. She always has. So, when he sends her on a mission to monitor his opposing hell prince, Wrath, Haziel is happy to serve.
Once bitten twice shy, Wrath is hell-bent on finding his daughter, the Nephilim Edme. Certain Lucifer is responsible for Edme's abduction and the growing demon rebellion in hell, Wrath is on the warpath.
He doesn't count on an unfailingly honest, vivacious seraph tagging along-an unwelcome and increasingly intriguing distraction.
Haziel is horrified when her feelings for boorish, frustrating Wrath start to complicate her mission. Not wanting to betray her first love, Ramiel, she fights her growing attraction.
Haziel and Wrath discover the demon revolution is a greater threat than the combined gathering of heaven, hell, and earth suspect. And the end of days countdown has begun as the first horseman of the apocalypse wakes.
While they battle a spiraling situation that heralds the end of all creation, Haziel is forced to choose between Wrath and Ramiel. And Wrath must overcome his bitterness and take a chance on a love that shouldn't exist.
GET READY TO RUUUUUMBLE!!!
In one corner, heavyweight supernatural and reigning king of hell (self-proclaimed but whatevs...) we have Lucifer. Hell bent on hunting down his traitorous second, packing the punch of the pride seal, and thoroughly pissed off, he's not to be messed with.
And the challenger, in the human corner. Weighing in with her grimoire and her binding amulet we have the feisty, determined witch, Bianca. She's come to save her coven and she won't take no for an answer.
Bell rings-seconds out-witch and hell prince square off. Sexual chemistry flares, the matchup gets personal, and where there's smoke, there is most definitely fire. But circumstances suspend hostilities: the horsemen Pestilence wakes, seals crack, and hell prince Belphegor goes missing. In a race against time, Lucifer and Bianca must tag team it to stop the end of days.