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My Past Does Not Define Me
My Past Does Not Define Me
My Past Does Not Define Me
FUCK!
I just want to let her in.
**Interconnected Standalone; Part of the Sutton Asylum World -
*This book contains heavy themes and graphic content - please check trigger warnings on authors site
MALICE
My life had been a series of tragic events. When Snake stormed back into my world, I was forced to stare into his vengeful blue eyes and the word agony took on a whole new meaning.
Innocence is a funny word. It means something different for everyone, but for me it meant growing up far too young. It meant falling in love with a boy, and then having my heart ripped out of my chest in such a painful way that I never thought I'd recover.
That was until Avro came into my life. He helped me believe in humanity and goodness again, but most of all he helped me find myself. He urged me from the dark where I'd been hiding and piece by tiny piece my heart began to heal.
Being with Avro seemed like a fantasy, but when the fantasy became reality, it brought the complication of Jace. Jace Everly, Avro's long-time friend and lover was a walking contradiction. To the world he was a rock star and wore his arrogance like a shield, but I quickly learned there was far more behind those silver eyes than the jerk that picked at my wounds. Jace saw me in ways that I tried to keep hidden, ways that terrified me.
Any nervousness over Avro or uncertainty of Jace seemed trivial when Kai, the boy I'd loved as a girl found me again as a woman. Kai was no longer the boy that melted my heart. He was now Snake, the walking embodiment of my nightmares.
Snake could be summed up in one word...vicious. Ten years in prison and inducted into a motorcycle club as an enforcer would do that to someone, but there was more to it than that. The anger, hurt and betrayal that we both felt burned white hot, and he was out for my blood.
I thought I knew fear, but nothing could've prepared me for the reaper of souls that came knocking on my door.
SURRENDER
The glimmer of hope I held was shattered.
Happiness was yanked away from me all over again by the same person that broke me at fifteen. Whether he'd done the deed or not didn't matter. My mind only saw his face lurking in the shadows, waiting to strike.
Kaivan McMillan ripped open the scars on my soul and let them bleed.
There was not a part of me left that didn't ache, not a piece that wasn't shredded by the cruelty of fate...or was it?
When you ran from your past, you'd better be prepared for it to chase you, and chase me they did.
Would I survive another round with the demons of my past, or would they take me down forever?
Emma Matthews was supposed to be on her honeymoon for the Christmas holiday.
Now, she's driving a getaway car... up a mountain... in a snow storm.
And while she might not miss the scientifically-matched pack she left behind quite as much as she should, she definitely misses her phone charger. Especially when she veers off course and drives into a snow bank.
But it's okay! She's fine! After all, a positive attitude is the most important thing a girl can have-especially when she wakes up in a cabin full of strange alphas... who think they're her mates.
All four of them: one hot-shot hockey star, a teddy bear firefighter, the famously naked chef, and a grumpy mountain man with the world's sweetest dog.
If they seem like an impossible combination, it's because they are. Turns out, these guys aren't just strangers to her-they've also never met each other. Now, they have to decide if they want to stay together and make her their omega or continue on their separate ways.
Emma has never been anyone's first choice-and she knows it might take a Christmas miracle to work things out. But, lucky for her, she has a whole list of ideas...
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I am Rosie Miller and at the age of ten, I was cursed.
Because of my parents' debt, I was forced into silence and now every word, every laugh, was a weapon used against me.
By nineteen I had come to understand that I would have no choice but to follow in my parents' footsteps. Get a soul-sucking job reserved for low-levels like me, keep my head down, and die alone.
That was until I got a letter one day welcoming me to the most prestigious demon academy in the entire country.
I knew that when I opened that letter, it was too good to be true. There was no way after thousands of years of separation between high-levels and low-levels that I would ever be given such a golden opportunity.
Meeting them only proved my suspicions to be correct.
A bloodthirsty gangster.
A child of a high-ranking demon official with a penance for blackmail.
And last but not least a witch who seems to be called by the power my curse exudes.
Becoming tangled with them will probably be the most reckless thing that I have ever done in my life, but will it be worth finally breaking my curse after nine years?
It's letting yourself feel every feeling. It's fulfillment and satisfaction mixed with yearning for more...
I couldn't imagine switching places with her. I had wanted to at first. When we met, I was so envious of her freedom and fire. She could do whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted. She didn't have anything or anyone holding her back. She was encouraged to be naughty. She danced with fire and never got burned, ever.
Esha is the Demon of Desire. Rachel is a happily married mom of two with an office job, a gorgeous husband, and an insatiable need for more. More everything. Join Esha as she helps Rachel discover and embrace her true self. Is evil really evil? Is good really good? Will the blaze inside Rachel eventually be her undoing or is it just the beginning of something she could have never imagined?
Although Mel grew up in Vacationland, she never really started exploring the world around her until adulthood. A true Pisces at heart, she enjoys the Maine coast where the water and gentle breeze revitalize her soul and inspire her to write. She would like to thank her husband for being her partner in crime, and for his constant support and determination to see her live her dreams.
MALICE
My life had been a series of tragic events. When Snake stormed back into my world, I was forced to stare into his vengeful blue eyes and the word agony took on a whole new meaning.
Innocence is a funny word. It means something different for everyone, but for me it meant growing up far too young. It meant falling in love with a boy, and then having my heart ripped out of my chest in such a painful way that I never thought I'd recover.
That was until Avro came into my life. He helped me believe in humanity and goodness again, but most of all he helped me find myself. He urged me from the dark where I'd been hiding and piece by tiny piece my heart began to heal.
Being with Avro seemed like a fantasy, but when the fantasy became reality, it brought the complication of Jace. Jace Everly, Avro's long-time friend and lover was a walking contradiction. To the world he was a rock star and wore his arrogance like a shield, but I quickly learned there was far more behind those silver eyes than the jerk that picked at my wounds. Jace saw me in ways that I tried to keep hidden, ways that terrified me.
Any nervousness over Avro or uncertainty of Jace seemed trivial when Kai, the boy I'd loved as a girl found me again as a woman. Kai was no longer the boy that melted my heart. He was now Snake, the walking embodiment of my nightmares.
Snake could be summed up in one word...vicious. Ten years in prison and inducted into a motorcycle club as an enforcer would do that to someone, but there was more to it than that. The anger, hurt and betrayal that we both felt burned white hot, and he was out for my blood.
I thought I knew fear, but nothing could've prepared me for the reaper of souls that came knocking on my door.
SURRENDER
The glimmer of hope I held was shattered.
Happiness was yanked away from me all over again by the same person that broke me at fifteen. Whether he'd done the deed or not didn't matter. My mind only saw his face lurking in the shadows, waiting to strike.
Kaivan McMillan ripped open the scars on my soul and let them bleed.
There was not a part of me left that didn't ache, not a piece that wasn't shredded by the cruelty of fate...or was it?
When you ran from your past, you'd better be prepared for it to chase you, and chase me they did.
Would I survive another round with the demons of my past, or would they take me down forever?
Chloe ran from her old life, her old love, after watching him shoot a man.
Now, a mafia war brings him back to her doorstep, along with a new love interest.
Will she make it through the war in one piece, or will their love for her consume her completely?
I didn't know Evan very well, but I admired him and my other hunky neighbors, often from my window, as they worked on one project or another. I'd have been mortified to have my private life dragged out into the middle of the street, like the night his wife kicked him out.
So when I spotted him sleeping in his car the next day, my heart when out to him.
Without thinking about it, I invited him to stay at my place. I had a thing for lost causes and broken things, one day it was going to get me into trouble. But how could I resist taking in my incredibly hot neighbor? It was a shame he was straight because having him live with me was going to test the limits of my resolve.
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After convincing her husband, Robert, to experiment with an open marriage, working mother of two Alyssa Davis dives right in, drinking in illicit pleasures with men and women. The experiences she and Robert have outside their marriage are fanning the flames in their bedroom hotter than they've been in years. They like to play away, and they really like to come home.
But there are rules. Be discreet. The family comes first. Home is just for us. Alyssa's sexual awakening leads her right to their limits. When her euphoria takes her beyond them, Robert's trust is the price for her pleasure.
Will Alyssa gain control of her raging libido in time to save her marriage? Does she want to?
No longer untested, Emily is a part of the family business... that is, if the family business still exists...
Emily, Milo, Sterling, and Devon are left alone and challenged for control after their confrontation with Anthony and Matthew. Without money, gangs, or inventory, they must decide if they stay or leave. Do they destroy what was once theirs and put their families at risk? Or do they decide to fight for the power they believe they deserve?
Milo reels after losing his uncle and the uncertainties of their future. With old wounds scratched open, a new frenzy for revenge overwhelms him. Milo struggles under the burden of his knowledge of how to destroy their enemies and the risk he could take down the people he loves with them.
Confused and enraged at her discoveries about her ex-husband's extra-curricular activities, Emily dances on the line of powerful woman and murderous villain. When choices of the fate of others are presented to her, she faces the ultimate defining decision.
Spite begins where Solace ended, intensifying in violence and sexual content. Spite is the second installment in an adult only mafia romance where the female lead character loves more than one man, and some of those men love each other.
Who knew that living in the gray area held so much responsibility?
Cuckold Dreams #2 is the first in a series of anthologies of novella length stories that fall into the erotic sub-genres of Cuckold, Hotwife and Swinger lifestyles.
This hot and steamy anthology is about 75 pages in length.
A cuckold's Birthday Present
Tom's wife, Rachel, suffers a bout of depression and boredom when their children have all grown and left home.
Rachel finds a new hobby. She starts cheating on Tom in a big way. But the way Tom finds out about it and they way that tome reacts to it were not expected.
Not only does Tom not go into a rage of jealousy, but he's very turned on by Rachel's behavior. Rachel sees it as an opportunity to become the dominant role in their marriage and she seizes it. First, she takes charge and makes Tom her Cuckold. They she leads him into opening up to bi-sexual play her some of her lovers.
The Birthday Present she sends him is not really a surprise to Tom. It's right in keeping with her dirty girl lifestyle and he loves it. He also, knows what she wants in return...
Mrs. Stone Confesses
Mrs. Kristi Stone has been a good wife for years and a she's bored. So is her husband, Zach.
When he starts talking about bring others into their bed she is reluctant at first. But when Zach tells her that he would be fine with her meeting other guys he has no idea that he's opened Pandor'a Box and there is no going back.
One day, Zach and Kristi are talking in bed and she surprises him with a confession. Zach, I have a confession to make. Today I had a date.with another man. Well not really a date, more of a random encoounter... then the heat begins and she never lets up.
In a short time not only do both Kristi and Zach discover that they like having more people to play with them, they discover things about themselves that they never knew before. She discovers that being a dirty wife is much more fun than being a good wife. With Kristi pushing him to new limits, Zach discovers that he's bi-sexual.
Diary Of A Dirty Wife
Sarah Jane Zoda (the author) tells the story of how she made her husband into her obedient cuckold.
Paul and Sarah Jane have been married for a long time when paul begins talking to her about his fantasy of having other men join them in the bedroom. At first. Sarah jane, thinks it's just a fantasy. But then she discovers that for him, it's more of an obsession than just a fantasy.
She decides to test him and find out if he really wants it or if he simply has a strong fantasy obsession. she begins by telling him about how promiscuous she was in college before they got married. He is very aroused by her talk but then he throws her a curveball and indicates that he thinks she was making up stories for his benefit.
Sarah Jane learns what it means when her husband wants to be a cuckold. She then begins an odyssey of infidelity with the intention of revealing her lewd affairs to him.
The result of revealing her own infidelity and her own raunchy desires to Paul is that their lives are forever changed in ways that neither of them expected.
Step into the intimate world of two gay men with Surprising Sensations, the sizzling erotica novel that will leave you breathless. Join the boys on their journey of forbidden love and passion, as they explore the depth of their feelings for each other. The steamy encounters between these men will ignite your desires and leave you yearning for more.
Surprising Sensations takes you on a journey filled with steamy kisses, lust-filled touches, and intense passion. With vivid detail and seductive prose, this novel is the perfect escape for fans of gay romance and erotica. Get ready to be swept away by the intoxicating love between these men and the heat of their steamy encounters.
So, whether you're looking for a sultry read to ignite the passion in your life, or just want to experience the thrill of forbidden love, Surprising Sensations is the book for you. Get your copy now and enjoy the ride!
He's the off limits man they never thought they'd need. They're his biggest temptation, but he'll have to risk everything to have them.
Faith
Six scorching tales of hot husbands who discover they need something harder, something rougher, than their gorgeous wives can provide.
Intimate friends-to-lovers moments, dark and anonymous group sex...even saucy games played by lustful wives. It's sizzling all-male action, every inch of the way.
INCLUDING:
- Tied, Teased & Topped
- Rattled, Rubbed & Railed
- Shocked, Seduced & Shafted
- Praised, Pushed & Pounded
- Led, Lavished & Laid
- Gifted, Guided & Ganged
By the end of the night, their curvy girl will be dripping pearls.
Lola Knight
When I took a summer job working for my idols, I thought my life was complete.
And then I met them in person and fell in love.
They're opposites in every way, but like a moth to the flame, I'm drawn to both.
I crave their touches. Their kisses. Their love.
I don't think I stand a chance until a summer storm strands me with the men of my dreams and the rules go out the window.
As it turns out, they have a few desires of their own.
They say they're going to claim me, own me...ruin me.
Tonight, I'm going to let them.
But I don't want this to end when the storm does.
I want Liam and Braxton forever.
If you enjoy your curvy girl romance quick, dirty, and over-the-top, you'll love Dripping Pearls, a short MMF office romance.
From the award-winning author of The Fish Tales and the Venery series comes sixteen short stories that are smart and softly hardcore.
If a novel is a banquet, Laqueur's anthology is a tapas course. Literal love bites that that focus on isolated moments in time. Microfiction that captures the middle of the action without worrying much where things started or where they'll end up. Each vignette touches on the notion of bravery. Because love is always worth the risk.
From a joyful retiree in Bali to a chance encounter on a train, Laqueur explores erotic courage. A blind date in Manhattan. A secret crush in Canada. An ancient aphrodisiac in St. Lucia. A Brazilian street block during Carnival. A box seat at the Paris Opera. A swim with dolphins in New Zealand.
How far will you go for your heart's desire? How passionate a chance will you take?